So Friday has come at last. I had yesterday off and the rain held off all day, only to hammer down all day today so far. I was soaked before we even had our briefing this morning. Like I said, moist… Very moist.
Having finished at 2pm today, I find myself in Costa once more. It’s been a strange week. Ups and downs ‘a plenty all week. Currently feeling ok I think. I say I think, as there is something in the background that I can’t put my finger on. Guess I’ll find out soon enough. If I’ve learned one thing, it’s to listen to vibes when I get them. There is usually a good reason for it. Never been wrong yet. As they say, just because you’re paranoid, doesn’t mean they aren’t out to get you. Who knows?
So I’m sat here with soggy feet, sipping my usual large latte, pondering what to do today. Shower first obviously. Housework is mostly done. No early start tomorrow, so I can finally stay up longer with my Subsfam. I have found it very frustrating not being able to spend a decent amount of time with them. The longer I know them, the worse that vibe gets. I’m really looking forward to tonight so much. It got to the point that I was really resenting my Saturday job. I’ll be doing some Saturday hours at the vaccine centre going forward. I had to stop the academy work to facilitate this. At least I don’t have to be up early anymore.
This whole beta/alpha conundrum still playing on my mind. Hearing comments from so many people regarding my personality recently has given me a kind of power up. I won’t lie, I have found it quite exhilarating at times. I actually feel more in control of my life than ever. Or rather I have more confidence in myself to grab life by the balls and make it my own instead of throwing my hands up and submitting to fates bullshit.
Lets see where this leads us…
The Life and Times of Lord Crookedhorn. 