The last couple of days have been awful. The migraine got worse and worse. I managed to fend it off for a while with as many pain killers as are safe. Woke up in the middle of the night sick as a dog. All night. In my left eye I was seeing weird neon ladders in disco lights. I only started getting visual migraines in the last year or so. Surreal . Jesus it was horrible. I haven’t been sick like that in years. The whole thing has left me a bit fuzzy. Cleaned the house, finished the washing, prepped the mornings admin and even hoovered the lawn. Bored as hell now. Played some new stuff on the acoustic for half hour then got bored with that too. I think it’s company I need. An evening of adult conversation. I miss my friends. They are awesome.
My Princeling is out again today making the most of the weather. Everyone else is doing their thing. I don’t know what’s wrong with me today. It’s yet another new and strange feeling I’ve not had before. A weird mix of lethargy, loneliness, boredom, and anxiety with a complete lack of motivation. It doesn’t help that I have actually done the Sunday routine already. Now I’m sat here just looking around the room thinking about how much I miss My Lady…
With my recent habits, this would be a good time for a nap. Indeed, it wouldn’t hurt but I’m trying to resist that urge. If I do it too much I end up even more depressed. Much as I love the break from thinking.
Tomorrow I have to make an even bigger effort looking for a job. I have a long to do list and it’s still growing.
Now then, where did I leave my sword?…
The Life and Times of Lord Crookedhorn. 