Red five standing by…

So I’m out and about today. Dropped my Princeling off in town and had a mooch. I hadn’t even thought about Lush but when I walked past and the smell hit me, I just couldn’t carry on walking. As before I got My Lady’s favourites. My car smells divine. My day started well. I was awake over an hour before my alarm. Doing my usual morning routine. BBC news, NASA site and another beautiful sonnet read by Sir Patrick Steward. I’ve been hooked on them ever since he started a daily sonnet. After I took My Lady to see Phantom of the Opera for our Hallow-Versary, I’ve been a convert. I’m gutted I won’t be able to explore this with her. Phantom brought me to tears. That made her so happy. It’s one of her greatest passions and we would have started a whole new thing for us. Dressed like millionaires, mixing with the weird and wonderful people. We actually looked like a million dollars that night . I’ll treasure it forever. As it was Halloween, there were street parties in the west end. Everyone dressed up spectacularly… God I miss her so much. Great. Crying in Costa now. They are used to it now I think. So as I said, my day started well. After the sonnet, I scrolled though Facebook as usual. Two different people have just dyed their hair… The same colour as my Lady. Ugh. That lasted long. When in town I see no less than three women with the same colour. Not happy. 5 people with the same bloody hair. Ugh. I’m done…

Oh… I just remembered… it’s seven months today since she passed away. Seven months!? What the hell? That actually freaks me out. Ok then. I’ll be fighting he urge to wallow today. Yesterday’s a write off and I need to be on it today. Lots to do.

The cardiologist tried to call while I was driving. Of course he did. .. C’mon then Cosmos, what have you got for me now? Bring it on you bastard! Grrrr.